MY REALITY

THERE IS NO ONE TO TALK TO. NO MORE.
I LOATHE THIS GAP, TIMES WHEN I WANT TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU ARE NOT AROUND.
THERE IS NO ONE NO MORE. I FOUND A FRIEND I COULD TALK TO, BUT SHE FELL IN LOVE, THE INEVITABLE HAPPENED WITH HER AND NOW I HAVE TO GET AWAY.
I HAVE TO GET AWAY AS I CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE OF LOVE. STRANGE ISN’T IT? SINCE WHEN LOVE BECAME A PRESSURE FOR ME! MY LOVE MY REALITY. I TELL MYSELF THIS IS NO DREAM. THIS IS MY REALITY.
TOMORROW IF I DIE, IT WILL BE FINE. I WILL NOT FEAR DEATH AND DESIRE LIFE WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME. TODAY EVERYDAY IS A WASTE AS I DO NOT DESIRE LIFE AND I FEAR DEATH. EVERY DAY SPENT WITHOUT YOU WILL NOT COME BACK, I WANT TO LIVE AS LONG AS POSSIBLE TO ONCE AGAIN WALK TOGETHER.

break a fast

In myself , I see it all
reflections of my soul, presence of you.
Over powering,cosistent,constant
A truth beyond all truths, illusions of my own...
In myself I see it all

When we fall in love
We want the world to know, we see colors, beautiful colors we want them to see it through our eyes.
We forget a few things about reality while we are living in a wonderland, people notice…
They may not see the world as we do at that time… we expose our self.
Awareness is the key… whether we are in love or not, if we see the world with open eyes... Life will be stable.
When heart breaks, we realize a few things the hard way. Especially when we have our first heartbreak.
Love is belief, faith, devotion… love is surrender… surrender to the wishes of the universe…
Love is not a person… love is a feeling, a feeling of extreme awareness where we surrender to the universe and believe in its actions…
A partner is just a medium. Mediums can change as long as the trust stays. Most of the times we understand the medium to be love itself. People change, as life moves on…