my exhistence.. my perception... my truth...
is it me?? is it? who am i.....
where do i come from....
i do certain things... why?
my behaviour.. my attitude.. my life...
who runs it.. me???
i see a reflection of myself..
when someone is hurt by my actions..
when i make someone happy...
it nourishes me.. it drains me...
all at the same time...
it bothers me .. when i hurt you...
i fail u .. i fail myself..
they say it's not me.. it's my past..
my exhistence.. my beliefs.. my eduction
that drives my actions and my thoughts..
eyes leave an imprint on my soul.. my head and my heart..
i see what i see.. i hear what i hear...
its not all positive .. not at all times....
infact not at most of the times....
i wonder... how wonderful it would be ..
to be blind.. to be deff... to be a lunatic.....
peaceful and serene i guess...
should i let go....
or try harder.......
is it control... or freedom..life
all i know...
i cant loose you..
my sanity.. my humanity... my life
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